im sometimes well im all the time i think addicted to drugs. any kind of mind altering substance. i think i realized this when i took four of my moms pain killers while stoned. i knew that like it could kill me.. but i was like. hey i wont be able to think. that will be nice. but maybe im not addicted. maybe i just enjoy doing these things. this is devins fault. im just kidding friend. its not. its my moms fault. no im kidding. it sux cause its my fault. bleh. i dunno. happy times. Current Mood: depressed
bleh. i cant deside if i want to use this journal all the time or somedaybroken.. or maybe ill just stick with both. ah. i dunno.
oh ya. i saw the hottest guy ever at the mall yesterday!! woohoo. ya so i was all walking.. and i saw these to guys walking and i was like wow. dream guy. and one was wearing glasses and i was like hi i love you. and the one with glassess looked me up and down and said hi in this really cute raspy/squeeky voice and i just looked away. ah whats wrong with me. i suck. perfect boyfriend now gone. bleh. ill prolly see him again. :)
i fell in love all over. Current Mood: enthralled
|MINE ALL MINE!
So i made this journal cause if i want to say how im feeling im going to say it.. and i only want certian people to say anything about it.. or even read it for that matter. so if you getta read anything in this journal.. consider yourself special.. and even if ya dont get to read it.. your prolly still special you just cant read my shit! Current Mood: depressed